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it's cruel the way u look at me like ive got it figured out
the way im seen as 1 of urs like i never had a doubt
the things u seem to think of me all are based upon a lie
the truth of what i really am leaves me wishing i could die

i always feel like im 16 still trapped in states of in between
devoid of all maturity and filled with insecurity
im just a little girl @ <3, forgive me for my lack of art
self-hatred never reconciled, 2 puberties and still a child

i never really knew it then and i don't quite know it now
but i faked it til i made it and now im here anyhow
so i clamp down hard on any thought that would reveal me as a liar
grip the handle pull the leash on unjustified desire

i always feel like im 16 still trapped in states of in between
devoid of all maturity and filled with insecurity
im just a little girl @ <3, forgive me for my lack of art
self-hatred never reconciled, 2 puberties and still a child

my heart is a deceitful thing and my body just a shell
a home of meat & gristle made for a wicked mind to dwell
built of all the feelings that i internally despise
turn me out reject me now as a boy in disguise

i always feel like im 16 still trapped in states of in between
devoid of all maturity and filled with insecurity
im just a little girl @ <3, forgive me for my lack of art
self-hatred never reconciled, 2 puberties and still a child

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from Transsexual Emotional Gamut, released December 1, 2018

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