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Fiction Mania!

by Loose Changeling

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Lexi Oh gosh Mayday is too relatable. Really upbeat but also sad album, so many feels <3 Favorite track: Mayday!.
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I'm running HOT and COLD These jokes are like a gut-punch hit You might think it's a CURSE But I could learn to live with it I won't admit it, no But I dream every night of it It's my addiction, yeah And it'll get me deep in shit Take me to Jusenkyo! Comedic body-swaps And crossdressing contrivances A database online Of every episode that fits It's a predicament I'm not meant to idealise Must be an illness or A demon I must exorcise Take me to Jusenkyo! I lock myself inside my room I take it out on my own flesh Impatient for my chance to bloom... Take me to Jusenkyo!
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Valerie 02:12
Valerie, will u sing 4 me? Sing from the heart Valerie, u no I Envy The Venus u r Valerie, u comfort me From nite until day Valerie, pls b with me Push Travis away Where's my Debbie pushing me 2 b the girl I wish 2 b I know this is not that healthy But give me the excuse I need 10000 pages of a Ranma fic Eased the pain Reading fantasies until I'm sick 2 the stomach again Shivering at a Robin Williams flic Dunno what it means Trying desperately 2 unpick The flesh of my teens Where's my Debbie...
3.
Mayday! 02:48
It's just a cry for help, it's just a phase Exsanguinating adolescent hurt It's closing eyes to navigate the haze And feeling like a maggot in the dirt It's wearing things that set your cheeks ablaze It's putting on a skirt! It's just a silly game to kill malaise It's just another way for you to flirt With all the girls that come and go With all the women that you know So go on sending mayday! You take her to your bed and lock the door Pretending that you're her and that she's you So everything you give to her is yours Imagining she does it to you to She thinks it's supernatural rapport You wish that that were true! 'Cause in your heart is something you abhor But luckily she hasn't got a clue And all the girls that come and go And all the women that you know They leave you sending mayday! I love you! I miss you! Where are you? Where are you? Mayday!
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Hallowe'en 03:36
Well, here we go again Halloween has rolled around once more I don't like to admit That this is what I'm living my life for The mask's more me than me Must I wear it only once a year? The monsters come tonight But normal, daily living's what I fear I will take any excuse to be it! I put the makeup on Frank-n-furter's Monster, here I am There's really such a queer Honesty in being such a sham I dust the dresses off And then I pull the wig down from the shelf I get to play the part Making it all up, I make myself I will take any excuse to be it! Don't want to simply dream it...
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Patient Zero 03:13
Rapid onset gender dysphoria! Waking dreams and phantasmagoria! Longing gazes tearing my soul apart! Looking at u like ur a work of art! Rapid onset gender dysphoria! Imagination making a story of Pretty girls that sing me a siren song! Circumstances force me to play along... So the thing that I'd say 2 u if I had the stomach is Be my patient zero! My patient zero! Transmit the infection! Make me perfection! Desperation drives me to Mania! When it breaks out, looks so spontaneous! Tension bursts from inside a hidden bomb! Mum and Dad don't know where it's coming from! Teenage lust is fighting with jealousy! Torn between a crush and a wannabe! Ur a U that I wish could b a ME! So take me with u into a fantasy! Yeah the thing that I'd say 2 u if I had the stomach is Be my patient zero! My patient zero! Transmit the infection! Make me perfection! It's all so hard 2 b near u without breaking out...
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Girlfriend 01:56
I told her, two weeks ago, my real name I told her but she still treats me just the same I try to laugh about it Shrug the hurt away Hiding the tears every single day! She's way too hung up on her boyfriend for her to ever love her girlfriend Last week we went and bought a skirt: our "little date" THIS week she's telling me she'll NEVER not be straight! I try to laugh about it... She's way too hung up... I try to laugh about it Cover it all up with lies I'll never weep bcos boys don't cry! She's way too hung up...
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I was a teenage pervert A boy that felt nothing but shame Looking for a convert Someone to share in my games It made me feel so guilty Desires I could not unchain My thoughts would get so filthy They wouldn't get out of my brain... :( I was a teenage pervert A girl in the pit of my heart Knowing that I was inverted Coming completely apart I buried it so deeply Tried so very hard not to see I knew that it was fucked up The person I wanted to be </3 So desperate Begging for someone to understand my feelings And it's you! So passionate Yearning for only a taste of how things could be And it's you!!! I was a teenage pervert...

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A concept EP about teenage transition anxieties.

I threatened to do it and you didn't believe me. Well, who's laughing now?!? (Not me. I'm crying.)

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released May 20, 2019

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Loose Changeling Nottingham, UK

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one half of quarriesandcorridors.bandcamp.com

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