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trans girl wank song
02:28
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i lie in my bed at nite
consumed by an internal fight
a curious feeling down below
standing tall in quite a show
fumbling for a minute or two
rewarded by a sticky goo
should i indulge myself
what can it mean for my mental health
cos it's hard when it's hard and ur transgender
masturbation complication
every time that im alone
masturbation complication
controlled by testosterone
masturbation complication
hours of internal debate
masturbation complication
real girls don't masturbate
make sure my girl clothes are off
don't contaminate them with that stuff
can't be one of those out for fun
that j michael bailey writes papers on
if they knew my private shame
they'd never believe that it's not the same
don't want to be a fetishist
can't help but be an onanist
cos it's hard when it's hard and ur a transgender teen girl
masturbation complication
every time that im alone
masturbation complication
controlled by testosterone
masturbation complication
hours of internal debate
masturbation complication
real girls don't masturbate
cos it's hard when it's hard and ur a transgender teen girl
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i'll never tell
02:26
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i swear i'll never tell ur mother of the things we did together it's a secret that i'll lock away inside me 'til there's nothing to erase
and it's sad she couldn't see u in the ways i learned to see u and she'll never know the smile that i always loved to witness on ur face
she'll never know (i'll never tell)
all those times spent in ur bedroom when we tore away the costume dressing up in bras and knickers that we scrounged from anywhere that we could find
in my heart i know i'll miss u as the only one who knew u could i'll keep the lie alive for now to give ur relatives some peace of mind
they'll never know (i'll never tell)
i'll wait outside the funeral
white lily in my hand
my love so reprehensible
my presence unplanned
so i'll never tell ur mother of the things we did together it's a secret that i'll lock away inside my heart forever and those times spent in ur bedroom when we tore away the costume were like heaven i'm so glad that i could get to be ur lover and i'm sad that now ur gone my heart will long for u forever they'll never know i'll never tell
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a statuesque beauty
04:36
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makin out in the summer by the window
watchin u swimming naked in the water
kissin u on the lips and even lower
fuckin u we can make it last forever
when i looked into ur eyes it took my breath away
when i looked into ur eyes i knew i had to stay
when u stare into my eyes i am ur work of art
when u stare into my eyes i am forever hard
patiently standing still as u undress me
patiently waiting for u to be ready
staying still never moving as u ride me
staying still feeling what u put inside me
when i looked into ur eyes...
on display watch me daily use me nightly
visitors touch me roughly touch me lightly
in ecstasy but u never hear me moaning
eternally never cumming never cumming
when i looked into ur eyes...
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two puberties
05:08
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it's cruel the way u look at me like ive got it figured out
the way im seen as 1 of urs like i never had a doubt
the things u seem to think of me all are based upon a lie
the truth of what i really am leaves me wishing i could die
i always feel like im 16 still trapped in states of in between
devoid of all maturity and filled with insecurity
im just a little girl @ <3, forgive me for my lack of art
self-hatred never reconciled, 2 puberties and still a child
i never really knew it then and i don't quite know it now
but i faked it til i made it and now im here anyhow
so i clamp down hard on any thought that would reveal me as a liar
grip the handle pull the leash on unjustified desire
i always feel like im 16 still trapped in states of in between
devoid of all maturity and filled with insecurity
im just a little girl @ <3, forgive me for my lack of art
self-hatred never reconciled, 2 puberties and still a child
my heart is a deceitful thing and my body just a shell
a home of meat & gristle made for a wicked mind to dwell
built of all the feelings that i internally despise
turn me out reject me now as a boy in disguise
i always feel like im 16 still trapped in states of in between
devoid of all maturity and filled with insecurity
im just a little girl @ <3, forgive me for my lack of art
self-hatred never reconciled, 2 puberties and still a child
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nightclub funerals
05:54
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unforgiving winter mornings, perfect weather 2 b morning, cant they see how i am hurting, <3 is aching stomach churning
unforgiving winter mornings, almost all my day spent crying, try to stop myself from thinking, close my eyes and see them dying
there's only 1 way thru this: chemicals to burn away the loss
so let: every cigarette be a cremation, every beer a eucharist, take the spirit in the spirit of those who needed to exist but failed to persist
try ur best to skip the funeral just get drunk and curse them all dance until ur feet are bleeding scream into a nightclub wall cry until ur lungs are burning as the nite becomes the day share ur tears with a stranger & fuck to keep the pain away
there's only 1 way thru this: chemicals to burn away the loss
so let: every cigarette be a cremation, every beer a eucharist, take the spirit in the spirit of those who needed to exist but failed to persist
unforgiving winter mornings, perfect weather 2 b mourning, reagan killed us by the 1000s, daily reasons 2 b grieving, unforgiving winter mornings, sisters dead from nonconforming, burning vodka transubstantiation, perfect weather 2 b mourning
there's only 1 way thru this: chemicals to burn away the loss
so let: every cigarette be a cremation, every beer a eucharist, take the spirit in the spirit of those who needed to exist but failed to persist
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Loose Changeling Nottingham, UK
trans pop songstress
one half of quarriesandcorridors.bandcamp.com
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